Noise

I want time for myself.

I want my thoughts to be just for me.

Very noisy.

It's noisy in there.

I want to have a silent dialogue.

Talking about what I want, what I need, what makes me happy.

I want myself.

I want my ears only to hear my own voice.

Noisy.

Too many sounds of crying, complaining, protesting.

Until I couldn't hear my own voice.

Space.

I need space for myself.

I want to sing, dance, laugh, not as a distraction.

Time.

I also want to have time to speak out.

I also want to say "I'm tired" "I'm sad".

But the noise outside was too loud.

Until I thought there was no point in speaking out.

In the end it still won't be heard.

Even by my own ears.

Noisy. I want myself. Just me.

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